What I Deserve
They say that you get what you
deserve,
and that's what really hurts,
I am to blame, me & only me,
I am trapped within myself &
can't break free,
I am cynical, silent, & jaded,
broken, alone, & faded,
lost in a nightmare that I've created,
chased and torn asunder by the fears that I've fed.
I started first, but finished
last,
they say my future is in my past,
but my past is too painful to revisit,
have to believe that I have a right to exist,
even when I can't move or accomplish anything,
especially when I am overwhelmed by everything,
knowing I have only myself to blame.
I got what I deserved when I went
up in flames.
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